Have you ever just been thinking or talking with someone and one little word they say just sets you off. I was chatting with this stranger online and he called me baby, and I just broke down crying. And I know exactly why. I want someone in my life to call me that, legitimately out of love. I want to be loved, so much so. I have this fear that I’m unlovable and no one would ever want to be with me. I’m 19, and have never had a real boyfriend, or even been kissed either. I feel so pathetic sometimes and just can’t help but wonder what I’ve done to make me care so much about someone, and then just be hurt time and time again. Why me?